I knew this
hadn’t been a mere fishing trip, though I didn’t know what else he’d been
fishing for. I sensed he might have been checking me out the whole time to see
if I was up to it… whatever ‘It’ was.
“What’re you talking about, Ryan?”
“I’m making
arrangements for a package you’re going to pick up. In case you haven’t figured
it out, Anna, and you’ve, got to disappear…” he took off his wool cap and
stepped onto the dock. Handing me a wad of cash, he gave these directions, “Top
it off with Casey at the pumps. Shouldn’t take much. In case he doesn’t ask, be
sure to tell Casey you’re taking it to Ventura Harbor.”
“Yeh, sure.
In case he doesn’t ask. Where am I going if not there?” I laughed because it
would be rare if Casey didn’t put his nose in everybody’s business. I knew better
than to ask about his plans for Anna. I figured he was keeping her for himself.
He was over fifty but women, young and old, liked him and he obviously liked them.
Questions whirled around in my mind but I was honored. Ryan never let anyone
else take out Mizz Sherlock.
“Take her out of the harbor towards Ventura as
far as the Pyramid.”
The
Sahlberg Pyramid. A navigation point. Some of the locals knew the story behind it.
A couple goldminers hit it big in Mexico around the turn of the century. They
never lived in Santa Barbara but they built the mausoleum in the Santa Barbara
Cemetery overlooking the Channel. It must have seemed to them to be a good
place to lay down their bones.
“A marine
layer’s supposed to be coming around sunset. Wait for its cover and circle back
to East Beach moorings after dark. Take the skiff from there to the Sea Landing
Jetty. I’ll have a package for you there”
The sea
landing jetty juts out a couple hundred feet out into the harbor from the shore
behind the breakwater. It helps form the wide beach the tourists enjoy by
catching the sand that drifts west from Sterns Wharf with the current.
“What kind
of package?”
It would be
fair at this point to wonder why I went in the Army instead of the Navy like
Ryan. After all, I’d been sailing since I was a kid, exploring every inlet of
San Francisco Bay. At first it was in an 8-foot Sabot sail until I graduated on
my 16th birthday to a 22-foot sloop that I could sail outside the
bay I named the Sea-Wolf II. My father would have been called an unpublished
beat poet that lived on a houseboat in Sausalito back when Boho’s could afford
to live there. He OD’ed on heroin before I turned seventeen. The sloop was the
last thing dad gave me before he checked out. As far back as I can remember I’d
been on the water, sailing around most of the sloughs of the Sacramento River
and San Francisco Bay on adventures, imagining the quays and stays… the haunts
of pirates and smugglers… of Jack London’s time. The Navy’s new PCFs, commonly
known as Swift Boats, trained in the sloughs of the Napa and Sacramento Rivers
and, after seeing them roaring through the sloughs at top speed, I fantasized
piloting one of them too… in exotic far-away places in Southeast Asia I’d only
read about in the papers. At that time a few Special Forces were the only ones
in Nam. I knew little or nothing of that. But I saw those boats and it was love
at first sight.
Mom took
dad’s death hard and left me to her mother in Benicia. Did a spell in Napa State.
Grandma loved me and, if I could’ve said what love was, I would say I loved her
too. But she was too old to handle me… a troubled youth… a petty criminal, and
a high school drop-out. To this day I have no idea what became of mom. She’d disappeared
into Berkeley with a radical boyfriend and later joined a commune in Northern
California. She died while I was in the Nam but I never heard about it ‘til after
they ash-canned her.
Never had a felony; however, I found myself in
court several times before that last one. I’d left the Sea-Wolf tied up in Sausalito
and temporarily traded the sabot for a joy ride on a power-boat to go upriver
to Rio Vista. I figured whoever owned it wouldn’t miss it overnight. Evidently,
he did. Police were waiting for my arrival.
It’s a long
enough story for now. I tried to convince the Judge that I was more suited for
the US Navy since I had been on the Bay my whole life. Suffice it to say that
the US Navy wasn’t taking draftees, high-school dropouts and juvenile
delinquents, back in 1964. The Army was always there with the help of the
courts to replenish its ranks with naïve young men and the Big Dog, President
Johnson, would be asking for five hundred thousand more before the next year. I
was cynical at best but I figured three years in the Army was better than a
year in gladiator school.
At first, I
considered the Army a punishment. I’d always pictured myself in the Navy with
clean sheets and on the water instead of fox holes in the dirt. But, later,
when I was ferried from place to place by the Riverine, Brown Water Navy onboard
PBRs and PCFs, I found I would not have enjoyed being a sitting duck on the
Mekong Delta as much as these crazy fuckers, the River Rats on Swift Boats,
did. We all had our niche. From boot camp on, I sent a check to pay the monthly
fee of the Sea-Wolf’s slip to my only friend, Gabe, while I was away. I
eventually gave her to him after I re-upped. I never planned to stay away more than
one hitch. While I was on leave in ’68, before the Tet, we had a wedding of
sorts. We, a couple of harbor whores and a party of bar flies in Sausalito,
gave her away to Gabe and re-Christened her, Gabe’s Sea Wolf II, Too, with one
hell of a good drunk three-day drunk. We agreed to letter Gabe in small script
because she would always be my Sea Wolf. Gabe even had had a sail made for her that
had a logo of a wolf dancing in a tutu while I was away. I left her in good hands
Ryan’s
voice broke through my reverie, “You remember Santa Cruz Island, Lady’s
Harbor?”
“Sure do.”
“That’s
where you’ll be taking this package until I contact you.”
Lady’s
Harbor is a snug hideaway that only hikers can access about eleven or twelve
nautical miles west of the pier at Prisoners Harbor on Santa Cruz Island.
“You should
be safe there. I’ll call at twenty-two hundred. Don’t give away locations over
the air. When you cross the channel, whatever you do, don’t let yourselves get
sighted from the pier at Prisoners Harbor.”
“What, are you
running a spy agency on the side or something?” I was joking, though it did
seem odd, “Why the hell are we so secretive? Whoever they are they can’t have
lookouts everywhere.”
“No, they
don’t have lookouts everywhere. But they know how to ask questions. You know the
game… or don’t you remember?”
It was a
dig but I didn’t mind. I knew he was still probing. So many years I’d been out
of the game. He had to be sure I would be able to execute the mission. I had no
answer for that either.
“Roger
that.”
Prisoners
Harbor has a pier and is occupied by a Ranger’s Office year around. I knew
better than to question Ryan’s judgment and caught on to what he was implying
about how thorough the mess was that Anna had gotten us into… that someone
powerful enough to fear was behind it. It wouldn’t take much to monitor us with
a regular police scanner. The fewer people who might know my whereabouts, the
better. I hadn’t thought about Anna. Ryan knew that, because of Anna, someone
would be looking for me and that somebody would be more sinister than Doc and
Bob.
Ryan
stepped off onto the dock to his storage locker. He unlocked it and handed me
an unusually heavy aluminum camera case, “You shouldn’t need this. The gig’s up
if you do. Put it under the seat back there, in the outboard locker. If you
have to use it… Uh, just know I’m doing all I can to keep it from coming to
that.”
“So, what
do I do if the gig’s up?”
There was
no answer. The sadness in Ryan’s silence was palpable. He had no plan beyond
the finality of failure behind the mask of command.
I realized
the answer was to simply get out any way I could, “I see. I pick up a package
and it’s Saigon all over.”
#
Casey had
tangled, sun-bleached, shoulder length dreds, and a scraggy Fu Man Chu that
cascaded willy-nilly to mid-chest. His clothes hung loose over a wiry frame,
belt tightened to the last notch. The rest of his face got a shave about once a
month when his compensation check came in.
He’d been a machinist-mate on a PBR up and down the Lon Tai shipping
lane to Saigon, which was all I needed to know. I liked his chatter sometimes.
Besides that, he was a good fisherman… a certified outboard repairman. And a
few of us knew he was also certified by the US Navy… a dinky-dau, section eight
nut case, … half his skull was plastic because of an RPG… still carried a
couple ounces of shrapnel elsewhere. It got him a Purple Heart and a bunch of
stories he never told anyone except when he was drunk. I liked him well enough
to go to his cluttered boat to down a few shots of whatever he had. Clutter is
too kind of a word for Casey’s boat that he dubbed The Dinky-Dau in honor of
his Purple Heart. It was an old working lobster- boat, like the Mzz Sherlock but
with an open stern to haul lobster traps but long overdue for a field day and
paint job. The cabin was a refuse dump of empty bottles, fast-food wrappers,
plastic laundry bags, and oily rags and some nights you could hear him singing,
“Sergeant Pecker’s Purple Cock’s Club Band!”
Marinas are
communities like villages, no matter where, on the west coast. Casey, besides
playing the part of the village drunk, was the community newspaper, working at
the pumps, and repairing outboard motors for the folks. He loved to gossip and
talk about everything, from the comings and goings of everyone, to who was
catching what and where. Most people liked him and a few snobs hated him. But
even the Harbor Patrol tolerated him when he got caught tearing around the
harbor drunk as a skunk in his skiff. They simply hauled him back to his boat
and lectured him to no avail about how he could lose his drivers’ license the
next time. Auto or boat, it didn’t matter. Casey didn’t sweat the warnings
because he had no drivers’ license to have taken away.
As Ryan
suggested, Casey wasn’t to be trusted with secrets. It never occurred to him to
wonder whether the asking could be sinister or benign. He was just so dinged in
the head that he was happy to know any item to tell anyone asking him about
anything.
I flipped
the marlin’s head by its spear hoping it would stick into the dock. It almost
did but fell on its side; one dead eye staring up at the sky. Casey almost
tripped stepping over it while passing the nozzle and hose down to me, “Crash,
don’t fuckin’ do that… shit… What the fuck? Looks like it was bit off by a real
big shark… you been out there? Goin’ back out to get that son of a bitch,
aren’t you?” All the while we were filling the tank he was itching for me to
say something about it or what I was up to.
He put the
nozzle back in its place in the pump and continued to rattle on non-stop, “Only
ten gallons? Round it off to fifteen bucks after that shit,” he nodded towards
the marlin, “Sherlock’s a nicer boat than mine but I’d rather let a man screw
my wife than take The Dinky Dau out.”
“You never
had a wife, Casey.”
“Never
wanted one either. He must be trying to sell it to you, eh? I can tell ya’
halibut’s striking just off the pier and anywhere on East Beach. Caught two
illegals yesterday… eighteen inchers. You know Harvey?”
“Can’t say
I do.”
“Well, he
was with a guy I don’t know… Yuri somethin’… sounded a little like a Russian…
we threw one back but barbied the other at my boat right away. Yep, low tide
yesterday morning. That Yuri guy was weird… I mean cold… I seen a few snipers,
you know, Seal’s and Lurp’s like him… accent like some kinda Ruskie… hardly said a word…
weird… come to think of it, he was like you… no, not sayin’ you’re weird…’cept
when you get those eyes… you both got those eyes… did I say cold? Yeh, yours go
cold sometimes… I know enough to step back… he stared towards Sherlock’s slip
most of the time. Say, ya know, yellowtail are running too. Even a few marlins
got caught out there. Can yah believe that? Not as big as this one but…”
Casey
stopped his chatter long enough to give the marlin’s head on the deck a good
looking over like he hadn’t noticed it before, “Wish I had my polaroid for a
picture. Can you wait for me to run and get it?”
“No, I have
to get going to the Ventura Marina before it gets dark. Ryan wants it there…
maybe he wants to have the bottom scraped and painted.”
“You’d
better git goin’ then. Why not do it in the yard here?” he went on without
skipping a beat, “He sure keeps her up. She a fine lady… wooden boats are. That
Sherlock though… She’s sure sweet ta look at. Say, ya know, speakin’ of sweet
ladies, whew, Ryan’s got this slant chick he’s been with lately… I saw her flip
her hoodie once. Butch cut, ya know… but, I don’t think she’s a dyke… maybe.
Naw, but why would Ryan, what, ‘go’ fishing’ at midnight with a dyke? Bald or
not, I seen her with hair once too… got a good eye for chicks. She’s a fine
catch for a geezer like him. Maybe he’s payin’ her. Left ‘fore… ah, just before
midnight, yeh. I was on the Dinky Dau havin’ a nightcap. Must’ve been fer a
quickie ‘cause I saw the Sherlock in its slip within an hour.”
Casey
called the Vietnamese; Zippers, Dinks, Gooks, Slants and Slopes. He meant no
harm by it. That’s what everyone in Nam called them. I didn’t like it, but he
couldn’t help it. The kids that were sent to Nam were from Iowa, Arkansas, and
even California, and they knew nothing of the ancestry and heritage of these
people. As far as Casey was concerned they were all Doo Mommies,
mother-fuckers. I knew I’d be wasting my time if I corrected every GI that used
these terms.
I played
along with Casey, “Oh, yeah, nice. Ryan’s an old man but he’s pretty slick...
doesn’t have to pay for pussy.”
“Oh yeh?
saw them anyway… late. Busy man ‘cause he took you out this morning. Must’ve
been for a quickie. With her, I mean. Say, Crash, I got some good shit from
that Yuri guy. He gave me a bindle and a bottle of Jack. I ain’t done all of it
yet. When you get back, c’mon down to the boat… do a few lines like old times,
eh?”
I thought,
why not throw off Yuri, or whoever. I gestured to Casey to give me an ear up
close, “Yeh, sure Casey, if anyone asks, especially this Yuri guy, don’t tell
‘em where I’m going.”
I knew
that, if Yuri was a pro, he would get it out of Casey no matter how hard Casey
tried to keep it a secret. The hint of a Slavic accent…. Maybe Spetsnaz or
ex-KGB. My equal… I hated that. I never want to face an enemy without
overwhelming force on my side.
I rarely
saw Casey so happy. He had someone’s confidence and an item to keep secret. He
shouted as he walked away down the dock, “You got it Crash… I don’t know yer
goin to Ventura.” Then he stopped and spun around and hushed, he whispered
loud, running a finger across his lips, “Say, did I tell you? That Yuri guy
told me the same thing.”
“That he’s
going to Ventura?”
“No, not to
tell anyone he’s askin’ ‘bout you.”
“Me? Thanks
Casey. I owe you one.”
“Yeh, Mum’s
the word, you can trust me.”
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